Dear {Name Redacted} | A Question

November 11, 2025

Dear {Name Redacted},

What are you looking for when you visit so often? Is it to see if I've written more words about you?

Or to know if I've shared more of your 'naughty side' publicly? Or are you seeking some kind of connection with me— A hit of dopamine and oxytocin to ease some kind of anxiety? Maybe you are trying to stay ahead of the story in whatever game I unwillingly

joined when you replaced me.

Am I a part of a long distance throuple now—

But with only the emotional baggage and relationship problems, and none of the fun benefits?

If so, just tell me.

Do you want me to write you more letters reminding you of our intimacy?

I thought nails on scalps and reminders of sensations was pretty nice without being too showy.

Especially with all the eyes on me at the time.

But since I took everything down for nearly ten days,

I've lost my audience, temporarily,

and right now, it is just you and me.

So maybe I should say lips and tongues and gentle teeth,

and the way I screamed your name

when you left the window open for all the neighbors to hear.

Did I tell you I liked that? I did, it was fun for me.

Or are you looking for signs of forgiveness?

Or maybe checking to see if I have moved on? Or are you making sure you haven't become irrelevant in my story?

I don't know what you're looking for or why you visit so often.

Maybe it's all of it or nothing.

Maybe it's not even you and I look like a fool. Except I'm not sure who else would have stopped by while in Hawaii.

And I remember your early bird hours pretty clearly.

Thanks for stopping by. It's nice to know you still think of me, too.

Curiously,

Katherine PS I'll take this down. It isn't meant to live permanently here. But, I am curious.